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Struggle Magazine.
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β¦when youβre trying to figure life out.
Do you ever feel like everyone else has it all figured out and you just donβt know what youβre doing in life?
This Modern Struggle Magazine is a place for all the fellow strugglers out there.
Everyone has a different modern struggle, and we are here to relate to, give advice, and show that you arenβt alone through our content, articles and media.
Our articles cover everything from lifestyle, wellbeing, relationship, and world struggles.
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Lifestyle & Personal
The struggle is realβ¦when youβre trying to figure yourself out.
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Health & Wellbeing
The struggle is realβ¦when youβre trying to perfect self-care.
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Love & Sex
The struggle is realβ¦when youβre working on a relationship.
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Entertainment & Pop Culture
The struggle is real⦠when you just want to be entertained.
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World & Environment
The struggle is realβ¦when youβre trying to make the world a better place.
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We live in a country which is filled with diversity. Our country has various languages, religions, cultures, festivals, and traditions. However, there is a genuine fear among Indians that the influence of the western culture is gradually leading to the decline of Indian culture and tradition.
We have often read and heard about childhood trauma and we are aware that it is a poignant subject. When a child experiences trauma it significantly affects their behaviour and emotional state; traumas often induce the feeling of solitude even in the presence of friends and family.
The lead up to turning 30 definitely felt like a momentous occasion, but then things wereβ¦ the same. I didnβt wake up and feel as though I had magically changed overnight into this ultra-sophisticated put-together adult woman. I still felt as though I had no idea what I was really doing. But I think the most mature thing about turning 30 was accepting that thatβs okay, learning that we are all on different paths, and understanding that everyoneβs milestone birthday is going to look completely different.
The intersection of Artificial Intelligence (AI) and music production has sparked both excitement and concern within the music industry. Recent developments in machine learning have empowered individuals to recreate the sounds of their musical idols from the comfort of their own homes, leading to a proliferation of AI-generated music and innovative tools. However, the implications of these advancements raise complex questions about creativity, ownership, and the future of the music industry.
I spend hours waving goodbye.
It hurts, doesn't it?
The goodbye that breaks my fingers and my heart.
I wave 'bye' to every last person I've ever dated...
The stars gaze back, but there's no way for me to greet them.
The cat who edits what isn't loved is motivated
by its own greed for the spotlight.
It's been asleep, dreaming of the red pen
it'd paw at when it heard a new poem in the hall.
I canβt believe another year is over!
They say that time flies when youβre having fun, but time also flies when you reach the ripe old age of 30 (Iβm kidding guys, 30 isnβt old). πππ
So much has happened in 2024. For me personally, Iβve had many changes in my life; I turned 30, a long-term relationship ended and then a new one began, I was a bridesmaid for an incredible best friend, I got a new job, I visited new countries, saw new music, and met amazing new people while growing existing friendships.
I shall be a child.
I shall rush through things.
I shall be foolish about things.
βUntil I do not know myself.
Saira Anwar is an educator, poet, author, content creator, and spoken word artist. She published her first poetry collection The Death of a Beautiful Dream in January 2014, which was featured on Amazonβs Top 20 Bestsellers list.
We were honoured to speak with Saira in anticipation of the launch of her second poetry collection, Rising From Despair: A Journey to Hope, the long-awaited sequel to her first collection and 10 years in the making.
Our writer Meg has penned a thoughtful, in-depth review of Talking at Night by Claire Daverley. She reflects on the raw depictions of grief, love and how the author creates authenticity in multi-layered, imperfect characters.
Willow Martin is a poet and author based in Cornwall, UK. Her work explores themes of emotional healing and personal growth, offering a reflective and nurturing perspective on the journey of transformation.
We were honoured to speak with Willow following the launch of her debut poetry collection, To Be Seen: The Bloom and the Roots, to discuss her journey as a writer, her process of emotional healing and self-discovery, and her advice for up-and-coming poets.
Megan Black is a talented tattoo artist from the West Midlands, working at The Belladonna Tattoo Parlour, a friendly and welcoming space run by Meganβs sister Kristie. Meg and Kristie tattoo alongside Kristieβs husband Tom and good friend Sophie. We spoke to Meg about all things tattoos - her experience as an artist, everything you need to know when getting a tattoo, and the joys of working in a female-owned tattoo shop.
Neglect.
A word so cold,
that it pierces my soul,
βand takes hold.
Tears bleed down my cheeks
βOh how I wish it were not so!
Ally Hensley, acclaimed writer, speaker, and global MRKH advocate, has announced the launch of her debut memoir, VAGINA UNCENSORED: A Memoir of Missing Parts.
Combining raw honesty and unflinching courage, the book sees Hensley delve into the depths of her personal experience with Mayer-Rokitansky-KΓΌster-Hauser Syndrome (MRKH), a rare congenital condition that affects over 10,000 British women, interrupting the development of the female reproductive system, causing the vagina and uterus to be underdeveloped or absent.
We were honoured to interview Serena about her second poetry collection 'Tea for the Wickedβ, discussing her writing process, her healing journey through poetry, the challenges she faced during the process and advice for new poets.
It had started as a sunny day but the further north we got it became mistier and greyer and I felt more at peace, though I had the kind of trepidation in my stomach when you know that youβre doing something monumental.
I glanced anxiously at my suitcase in the luggage rack, making sure it was still there. Making sure he was still there. We were finally taking dad back home.
Roses are red,
Violets are blue. I have lived my life,
And so have you.
But I need,
Something more. (I need)
Something to love
βWith all of my heart.
All these lines.
All these words.
All these thoughts, scribbled across paper for a girl I do not see.
(Not know.)
Scribbled in ink, staining the paper.
Staining my soul.
β¦But she isβ
β¦she is beautifulβ¦
I stand before you now. . .
We are two poets. . .
Will you let me be?
Will you accept my world as it is?
I've only just wished for a second chance. . .
The word feels strange on my tongue. Like I might just taste it and spit it out because it tasted wrong.
I might as well bite my tongue and taste blood than say that word out loud, because the word girlfriend has never been reserved for someone like me.
I thought that if I were a better person, then maybe things would go better for me.
I thought that if I were a better person, then maybe Iβd be happy.
I donβt know what I want anymore.
Katie Cecilia is a poet and mental health advocate with a strong passion for helping others. Through her authentic and heartfelt writing, she explores themes of healing, self-care, reflection, and self-discovery.
We were honoured to speak with Katie ahead of the launch of her book, βGrowingβ, to discuss her journey as a writer, her process of healing and self-discovery, and her advice for up-and-coming poets.
Leo & Tingley are a dynamic Pop-Folk duo comprised of Leo Tingley and Charlotte Tingley - formally known as Chasing Shadows. The acoustic duo cover a range of styles and genres, both covers and originals.
We spoke with the duo ahead of their new album launch to talk about the inspiration behind their music, how it united them, and what listeners can expect from them in the future.
DonΒ΄t you remember what you wrote in that message on that cold rainy morning in May?
Because I remember crying while I hid under the covers, thinking the world had surely ended.
Once again Diderot's beautiful ruin stands
in the corner of my mind,
the great book-city he described in Les Bijoux Indiscrets.
That is the question you probably ask yourself every time I see those three dots disappear.
When did this become so fucking one-sided?
When will I stop making the effort?
When will I call the time of death?
I looked at myself
up close and personal
in a pink heart shaped mirror
from Urban Outfitters.
I had never done this before
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We live in a country which is filled with diversity. Our country has various languages, religions, cultures, festivals, and traditions. However, there is a genuine fear among Indians that the influence of the western culture is gradually leading to the decline of Indian culture and tradition.
We have often read and heard about childhood trauma and we are aware that it is a poignant subject. When a child experiences trauma it significantly affects their behaviour and emotional state; traumas often induce the feeling of solitude even in the presence of friends and family.
The lead up to turning 30 definitely felt like a momentous occasion, but then things wereβ¦ the same. I didnβt wake up and feel as though I had magically changed overnight into this ultra-sophisticated put-together adult woman. I still felt as though I had no idea what I was really doing. But I think the most mature thing about turning 30 was accepting that thatβs okay, learning that we are all on different paths, and understanding that everyoneβs milestone birthday is going to look completely different.
The intersection of Artificial Intelligence (AI) and music production has sparked both excitement and concern within the music industry. Recent developments in machine learning have empowered individuals to recreate the sounds of their musical idols from the comfort of their own homes, leading to a proliferation of AI-generated music and innovative tools. However, the implications of these advancements raise complex questions about creativity, ownership, and the future of the music industry.
I spend hours waving goodbye.
It hurts, doesn't it?
The goodbye that breaks my fingers and my heart.
I wave 'bye' to every last person I've ever dated...
The stars gaze back, but there's no way for me to greet them.
The cat who edits what isn't loved is motivated
by its own greed for the spotlight.
It's been asleep, dreaming of the red pen
it'd paw at when it heard a new poem in the hall.
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